From Chaos to Clarity
There was a time when my life felt like a whirlwind of stress, frustration, and heartbreak. I was stuck in a relentless cycle of unhappiness, dragging myself through each day, and feeling like there was no escape. But everything changed when I embraced spirituality. It wasn’t just a shift in my mindset—it was a transformation that allowed me to release negativity, find my worth, and create a life filled with joy, freedom, and abundance.
This is my story. It’s raw, personal, and at times, painfully honest. But it’s also a story of hope, resilience, and the incredible power of believing in yourself.
The Rut of Routine and the Chaos of COVID
Before spirituality entered my life, I was stuck in a soul-crushing routine. Every morning, I woke up dreading the day ahead. My job, which I once thought would provide stability, had become a source of misery. I was unhappy, overworked, and constantly judging myself and others. And then, COVID hit.
I was working an essential service job, which meant I couldn’t work from home like so many others. What frustrated me even more was that when I needed information from those working remotely, they often couldn’t provide it because they didn’t have their files, laptops, wifi, or network login for work. I remember thinking, How are you even working? And how are you still getting paid? The unfairness of it all weighed heavily on me.
During this time, my father became very sick. I was juggling work, grocery shopping for my parents, and taking my dad to the hospital. It was overwhelming, but I kept pushing through. Eventually, I was able to transfer to another department and work from home. For the first time in years, I felt a glimmer of relief. I could concentrate without the constant office interruptions, and I was finally productive. But just as I began to find my footing, life threw another curveball.
Heartbreak and Betrayal
Shortly after I started working from home, my father passed away. It was a devastating loss, and to make matters worse, my already strained relationship with my mother completely fell apart. She told me I wasn’t part of her family anymore. I felt betrayed and abandoned by the person who was supposed to love me unconditionally.
As I was grappling with this emotional turmoil, my workplace announced that we all had to return to the office. The thought of going back to that environment was unbearable, but I had no choice. Every day felt like a battle just to get out of bed and drag myself to work. And then, my husband was diagnosed with cancer.
The Breaking Point
My husband’s diagnosis was a wake-up call. I arranged my schedule so I could take him to and from the hospital for treatments, often working late into the night to make up for lost time. I was exhausted, emotionally and physically. When his treatments were over, I finally stopped and asked myself, What the hell am I doing? I was unhappy, overworked, and filled with guilt for not taking time off to care for my husband the way I wanted to.
I decided to use the banked time I had accumulated and take a step back. During those days off, I did some deep thinking. I realized that I was living a life that didn’t align with my values or desires. I was working hard for little reward, sacrificing my happiness and well-being for a job that didn’t fulfill me.
The Awakening
During my time of reflection, I didn’t just discover spirituality—I also found my way to witchcraft. It was like uncovering a long-lost part of myself. I began connecting deeply with nature, spending hours in my garden, tending to herbs, and feeling the earth beneath my hands. Moon phases became my guide, astrology a map to understanding myself, numerology, tarot and divination tools for exploring my intuition.
These practices became a cornerstone of my meditation and energy healing. I’d sit outside under the moonlight, journal in hand, and feel the cycles of nature aligning with my own. Working with herbs and learning their healing properties brought a sense of magic to my everyday life. It wasn’t just about rituals—it was about rediscovering the power within me and the connection I had to the world around me.
This blend of spirituality and witchcraft transformed my mindset. I started each day with gratitude and intention, releasing the negativity that had held me back. I embraced the belief that I was worthy of happiness, abundance, and healing—and that belief changed everything.
A Life Reimagined
Fast forward to today, and my life is unrecognizable. I retired early and now work from home, doing what I love. I’ve built online businesses that generate passive income, allowing me to focus on my passions. I even invested in a laser printer and a 3D printer, which have become tools for my creative endeavors. From crafting and selling unique creations to sharing my knowledge through online content, I’ve turned my hobbies into a thriving income stream.
More importantly, I’ve reclaimed my time. I get to attend my grandson’s hockey games and cheer him on from the stands. I watch my granddaughter shine at her dance competitions. And when life feels overwhelming, I retreat to the cabin with my husband, where we enjoy the peace of nature and each other’s company.
The Power of Witchcraft & Spirituality
Witchcraft & Spirituality didn’t just change my circumstances—it changed me. I learned to let go of the negativity that had weighed me down for so long. I stopped judging myself and others and started focusing on what truly mattered. Gratitude became a daily practice, and with it came a sense of peace and abundance I had never known before.
By embracing both witchcraft and spirituality, I discovered the power of intention, mindfulness, and self-love. These practices allowed me to create a life that aligns with my values and passions—a life that feels authentic and fulfilling.
Your Journey Awaits
If you’re feeling stuck, overwhelmed, or unfulfilled, know that change is possible. My journey wasn’t easy, but it was worth every moment. By embracing spirituality, I found the strength to release what no longer served me and create a life filled with joy, freedom, and abundance. And if I can do it, so can you.
Your dream life is waiting for you. All you have to do is take that first step.
Blessed Be
FAQs
How did you start your spiritual journey?
I started with small practices like meditation, journaling, and setting daily intentions. Over time, these practices grew into a deeper connection with my inner self.
What advice would you give to someone feeling stuck?
Take a step back and reflect on what’s truly important to you. Start small—release one limiting belief at a time and replace it with a positive affirmation.
Can spirituality help with financial abundance?
Absolutely! When you shift your mindset and believe in your worth, you open yourself up to opportunities you might have overlooked before.
What’s your favorite spiritual practice?
Setting intentions in the morning has been life-changing for me. It helps me focus my energy and start the day with purpose.
